my stuggle....

I Haven't Really Been To Class Lately...I mean Before Our Spring Break Because I Have Been Goin Through A Tough Time...You Would Never Understand So I Wont Post It...But Tomorrow I'll Be Back In Class & up to Par.....

DON'T FORGET TO BLOG

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SERIES OF UNFORTUNATE EVENTS

the blog on my page has more details about my horrible weekend so if u want more details go on my page ms4president.blogspot.com n check it out but to sum it up i lost a very close family member, James Reed, this past saturday and almost lost two more family members about ten minutes after that, No they were not together, which makes this so unfortunate these events took place at seperate times n places. but the other family members were my cousins jimmel still n his son jimmel jr. they were in a car accident on there way home also saturday. My mind is so screwed right now.. and i dont know if i will ever be tha same..... R.I.P James Reed.. gone but never forgotten

rebirth

Reflecting-I can see it all so clear.
The drama.
The violence.
The whole atmosphere.
Unnurtured,unnourished,unattended,unborn.
Forcasted,fortold,formented,forward.
Long gone.
I revist the exhibit of my torn and broken spirit.
And imagine what would have happened.
If of my own ship I'd be Captain.
I reminisce on what once was bliss.
Filled with gifts and sealed with a kiss....

Then i dwell on what was my HELL.
As my belly sweeled to the tolls of bells.
And it seemed like only yesterday
when the child in ME went out to play.
And returned to the bed which I had made.

And in which I was forced to lay,
only to find that if I pray.
Trouble Dont Last Always.